Hmmmmm

Drank on Sunday. 4 beers in 4 hours. Responsible. Drank on Monday. Probably could have drank less, but it's still an experiment. Regardless, killed the taboo of it. It's not such a big deal anymore. Trying to figure out if it was the cause for me feeling bummed out yesterday, but I think even without the drink I would have been bummed. Holidays will probably be doing that to me for a while. It's just frustrating and disappointing that the wife has a boyfriend and stuff and goes to visit him on 3 day weekends. Of course, she asked me to give her the benefit of the doubt, but it's pretty hard to think of anything that she is uncapable of when it comes to knife twisting in my back.

The new apartment is good and I've moved everything into it. Train is going to take some getting used to and apartment sized ovens suck. No take and bake for me for a while. That's probably a good thing. My couch rocks.

So, some things that have been bothering me lately. How can Starbuck's be out of coffee at 7:15 AM? Did I surprise them by wanting coffee in the morning? I hate to watch as people walk away with 27 syllable non-fat, Chai anythings while I wait for a cup of coffee. They need to bring back the airpots. It's like going to go get gas in Oregon and HAVING to have someone pump it for you. Thank you Starbucks, but I can pump my coffee myself.

Tom cruise is lame. Duh. The SF Giants suck. Finally, people that do all of their laundry and take up all of the washers make me want to commit bizarre acts of crime upon them and not in a pleasurable way. I need to get back to work.

Another Wednesday and another afternoon of not being happy to be going through a divorce because my wife is dating someone. Useless feeling, though, because I wouldn't want her back either. Kind of a lose-lose situation, but at least I can do whatever I want now. I just have to figure out the whatever I want part. My question for the week is to figure out if I am alone, but not lonely or if I am lonely, but not alone. Thinking about that makes me really thankful for a great group of friends.