Wednesday, June 29, 2005

Nobody Likes A Quitter

So, the scale wasn't broken at the gym the other day and I now weigh in at 156. I used to between 190 and 200. The good news is that I am now normal on the Body Mass Index scale.

Also, I have been really thinking about quitting quitting drinking. Totally, not going to make any rash decisions and bouncing it off friends, family, and my therapist. I have been enjoying not drinking and feel pretty good about the decision, but I miss the social atmosphere. It is just a question of whether I have that switch or not. To tell the truth, I'm scared to death of it going bad, but what if it didn't and I didn't overindulge and I got to socialize with people and not feel alone. It's not about the drinking, it's about the atmosphere. Still thinking about it, just having a tough time with the alone time.

The awkward relationship is put to rest. The thing that made it awkward was me and I've learned from it and in all fairness, I feel like there was a weight lifted off my shoulders. I was not ready for it anyway, as I haven't really transitioned out of husband mode. This will happen.

Wednesdays still kinda suck, but less than the last two. I will have to figure this out. Moving Friday and bought a couch for a grand. I'm officially growing up and officially divorced. I have never felt so adult in my life.

In the world:
The pitbull is the new Al-Qaeda/Taliban
Tom Cruise has flown in a UFO over the shark Another Tom Cruise link pulled from a link off Gawker
Penises are smaller than I thought
If Bush could build a time machine, he would go back to 2001 and love every minute all over again
Stella is kinda like a cross between Animaniacs and a play. Jury is out on it at this point.

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